<center>Childhood Cancer<br>Paigee's Life<br>Born Oct 15,98<br>Angel, Oct 20, 05</center>: Urns

Childhood Cancer
Paigee's Life
Born Oct 15,98
Angel, Oct 20, 05

Diagnosed Mar 2003. For 12 months I underwent Chemo/Radiation,completing this treatment Feb 2004. Six months later I relapsed with a tumor to the brain. From Aug 2004 to Jul 2005 I underwent Chemo ( for control only ) based on a Ewings's Protocol.

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Urns

There certainly plenty to choose from. The ones with Poodles are for Pets. Isn't that funny. There are Urns with Dolphins but that brings back bad memories for me, not to mention a thinly veiled threat of a Lawsuit; wouldn't want that around the house. Rosie thinks Paigee would choose the Poodle in spite of it's intended use. I've narrowed it down to about 4 that we both like; including the Poodle.

I know she isn't eve gone yet, and here I'm fixated on how to store her ashes. I'm twisted beyond belief. This experience has changed me tremendously. I broke down this evening for about 30 minutes. I'm surprised the Neighbors didn't call the Police I was wailing so loud. Allright, it's possible to love something too much you probably think. Some how Rosie maintains her control, not wanting to breakdown too soon.

2 Comments:

At 5:57 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I agree w/Rosemary, Paigee would go for the poodle. Besides, since when has our family stayed w/in the conventions of normalcy or societies idea of "normal"? Christopher, you are not twisted. You are a grieving daddy. These are things people go through as they grieve and deal w/loss. As for the wailing...that my dear brother/cousin will happen and its ok. I did that myself last year upon the death of a treasured and precious friend. It seemed the only way to release the pain. Grieving stinks, its hard and awful. And my heart breaks for you, Rosie, your parents, siblings,and the rest of us who love you so deeply. We are all here, loving you, beseeching God on your behalf for His presence and for your home to be full of ministering angels. They are there, Chris, weeping along w/you and giving the amazing strength you both have had for many many days. I love all 3 of you. jsb

 
At 10:19 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just saw Paigee in her poodle skirt at the celebration party.
For sure, gotta go with the poodle urn. It embodies her spirit perfectly! Thanks for posting the pics.

 

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