Diagnosed Mar 2003. For 12 months I underwent Chemo/Radiation,completing this treatment Feb 2004. Six months later I relapsed with a tumor to the brain. From Aug 2004 to Jul 2005 I underwent Chemo ( for control only ) based on a Ewings's Protocol.
March 2004 DullesOn Monday and Tuesday night at 12:30 the ceiling light and fan turned on. Then last night at 12:45, it came on, but only the light. I'm leaning toward a visit from Paige. A friend who lost her little boy to Cancer also receives visits ( hi Lori ) from her son. This has been an exciting occurence, even Rosie thinks it's Paigee.
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Lori here,
My Mother's Day ended up being better than I thought it would. My Sami made me a card from her and Chad, got up early (which is HUGE for a 16 year old!), and made me breakfast. Eggs w/ ham, bacon, waffle, toast/jam. fresh strawberries and juice. Normally, I don't do breakfast, so that is soooooo much, but it was sweet and I ate every bit! Then TJ took us on the river on our boat and we told Chad stories that made up laugh and we were happy.
The night before is when I had my breakdown. What a doozy it was! I miss Chad so much it hurts. I would give anything to have my boy back...I had a dream that Chad came and told me happy mother's day and gave me one of his famous power hugs. What a wonderful present!
You guys are all in my heart and in my prayers. I love you.
Lori
P.S. I want so much to go to the rememberance day thing, but I don't think I could possibly sit through a slide show of all the children who are gone. I think I would have a breakdown...
Lori again,
I got so wrapped up in talking about myself that I forgot to tell you what I intended...Paigee is so there with you! I believe that so much especially at this point in my life. I have never been a big "angel, ghost" person, never put that much thought into if I believed or not. Chad has shown his presence so much and I know he will be here for as long as I need him to be. My man never lacked for love and he will never lack for showing it to us.
Paigee was loved so much and don't ever forget how much she loved you! Just tell her to quit turning the lights on, your bills will go up! :)
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