March 2004 DullesThe Viewing
My fear that she wasn't really dead, and that she would wake in the Mortuary, panicked because Rosie and I were not there was unfounded. I thought watching the Mortuary taking her body out last night was hard, yet seeing her today in the Mortuary was a brutal blow; she's truly gone. We already miss her so much. Both Rosie and I feel empty, not a feeling of gratitude that she is out of pain, we never knew how much pain she was in, she protected us from that knowledge.
Seeing her gave me closure. Even in death Paigee looked like an Angel. So many times during the past 32 months we had lost her, in some regards our grieving had begun even before yesterday.
Over 500 people read Paigee's Blog yesterday. In desperation I created the Blog hoping to tell the World about Paigee, I didn't want her to die without a sigh.
Just a minute a go I turned my head away from Rosie after a conversation we had, and I saw a flash. Rosie said a similar thinig happened to her yesterday evening before Paigee died. I think we are on the path to INSANITY
And NO, Paigee didn't relate having Visions anytime during this past week, she was unable to move or speak from Monday on; after the seizure.
posted by c @ 2:12 PM
3 Comments:
Christohpher & Rosemary.
My name is Michelle and I learned of pagiee's web site thru Christine and John. I am thier Nanny. I just wanted to say that you are in my thoughts and prayers. If there is anything that I can do please just let me know.
I think there was a great amount of spiritual activity yesterday in your house, angels attending to Paigee.
I beleive there are angels assigned to both of you as well.That is probably why you both saw a flash.
I went over to see your Mom today, she is a woman of rare inner strength and beauty.
I meet Pooda in an unusal way, he had wandered over to our house, and as Rascal ( our dog) quietly sets on the front porch Pooda is running around with his poodle bark going,
as you know out here an unusual sound is quite noticable so I went out to check. Pooda was running around as fast as his legs would take him and he would have nothing to do with me. As you can imagine he was full of stickers by the time his adventure ended.
We send our love
Donna
It might be hard to think of it this way, now, but Paigee's body, no matter how many times you hugged her or dressed her or watched her go through everything, her body was not the "true" Paige. Our bodies are just vessels that contain our souls, and Paige's soul will never leave you.
It seems so unfair that something so enormous and precious as a soul has to come to earth in something as fragile and temporary as a human body. But, since the soul is everlasting, whether a person lives for one year or a hundred, each are equally important.
Love and peace to you.
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