First day of school

Paigee, I hope there are Web Browsers in Heaven. I hope you read all my entries and know how much I love and miss you. Today marked a missed milestone, a development step never to happen. I blocked it all day Paigee. When I saw all the kids at the School across the street from our house, I blocked it. When I came home and the parking lot at your School was full of cars, I blocked that. Last week I knew this day would come, I thought about you on that day, but today I was able to keep it off my mind. When I got in the house and Mom was upset, I remembered. My eyes are teary as I think about what, "I'll never see you again" means. I have pictures of you all over the house. But today, what brings tears to my eyes is knowing that now that I'm home, you aren't here telling me how your first day of 2nd grade went. I loved you so much in life, but right now I'm absolutely overwhelmed over how much I still love you. Paigee....