<center>Childhood Cancer<br>Paigee's Life<br>Born Oct 15,98<br>Angel, Oct 20, 05</center>: Surviving

Childhood Cancer
Paigee's Life
Born Oct 15,98
Angel, Oct 20, 05

Diagnosed Mar 2003. For 12 months I underwent Chemo/Radiation,completing this treatment Feb 2004. Six months later I relapsed with a tumor to the brain. From Aug 2004 to Jul 2005 I underwent Chemo ( for control only ) based on a Ewings's Protocol.

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

Surviving

It's already hard enough without Paigee here, It makes it even worse that it is rainy and overcast. If Paigee were still alive she would be working on ways to be with her firends; most likely Devin or Andrew. New Toys were something for her to share. Paigee was a selfless and giving little girl, ok, tomboy ! We love you Paigee. I know my love for that little rascal will never stop.

Santa let me down this year, I didn't get Paigee back. Funny what your mind does to help you cope with the loss of your babies !

3 Comments:

At 10:39 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hope you two are doing okay. Very hard day. The only thing that got me through was thinking, "only another day". But, you know, the kids were probably up there having a huge birthday party with Jesus. Having more fun than we can imagine. Makes me feel better to think that anyway...
love
Lori

 
At 12:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Seems like a good way to think about your cherished children...

 
At 10:50 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sorry this is late. Read this and thought of you... and Ben's family.

It's called...
"Merry Christmas from Heaven"

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
on cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes
and all of your cares
I'll even remind you
to please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
you still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
above all the crowd

Keep trying each moment
to stay in His grace
I came here before you
to help set your place

You don't have to be
perfect all of the time
He fogives you the slip
if you continue to climb

To my family and friends
please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way

I love you all dearly
now don't shed a tear
Cause I'm spending
Christmas with Jesus this year.

 

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