sunday

A very sad day, the facade is crumbling for both of us.

In August I purchased 4 books on surviving the loss of a child. At that time the subject was just too heart wrenching to think about. Although iIt still is, there are some valuable lessons.

Last night as I lay for hours waiting for Paigee, the outdoor light went on. Rosie thinks it was a family of squirrels. I don't, I think it was Paigee coming back to get her Bug Habitat and the Bug Catcher. They both were there in the morning. Maybe Rosie was correct. Personally, I think her Spiritual hands couldn't pick them up. I'm willing to bet there are plenty of bugs for Paigee in Heaven.