<center>Childhood Cancer<br>Paigee's Life<br>Born Oct 15,98<br>Angel, Oct 20, 05</center>: Pleasant experience

Childhood Cancer
Paigee's Life
Born Oct 15,98
Angel, Oct 20, 05

Diagnosed Mar 2003. For 12 months I underwent Chemo/Radiation,completing this treatment Feb 2004. Six months later I relapsed with a tumor to the brain. From Aug 2004 to Jul 2005 I underwent Chemo ( for control only ) based on a Ewings's Protocol.

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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Pleasant experience

Rosie is out of town this week and I'm on my own. Last night I went out for Indian food. While sitting at the table waiting for my meal I had this peace and faint image of Paigee sitting across the table from me. I know it was likely due to low blood sugar, but in my mind she was with me there. I had the feeling throughout the meal and then later at home I felt like she was with me still.

Perhaps my memories are so strong at times that they blur with reality and I'm treated to incidents like this. Regardless, it was especially pleasant and I look forward to more of these experiences.

1 Comments:

At 1:50 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Lori here:
I get those feelings too. I have been having a real hard time. REAL HARD time. It seems that Chad has chosen now to get close to me. Sometimes I think I may be crazy and almost feel guilty talking to my family about it because they don't seem to be gettting the same thing...Last night I woke up and felt Chad's hand stroking my cheek like he used to when he wanted to wake me up. I just laid there and didn't want to open my eyes. I didn't want that feeling to go away. I think I fell back asleep. But I remember being so happy and feeling so close to my boy.

 

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