March 2004 DullesWhat's left
Readership has gone from mid 200's to today's low of 33. There isn't much to Blog about anymore. This seems to be my last connection to Paigee's illness which I should let go of now. My head is spinning over the thought. Rosie and I are getting our minds in a better space now, hoping to come back and get back on with what life will be from here on.
A guy has let me know he is in line for the Internet ( our Hotel does not have highspeed in the rooms and our Dial up is connection at 2400 baud ) and I need to log off. So I guess this is good-bye. Love you Paigee, until we meet again !
PS.....I WON'T REMOVE THE BLOG, IT WILL LIVE AS LONG AS BLOGGER LET'S IT LIVE. I JUST WON'T ADD CONTENT; UNLESS I FIND A CUTE PICTURE OF PAIGEE OR HER FRIENDS.
posted by c @ 6:34 PM
6 Comments:
Well done.... and take care.
Go and live your life. Meet with your friends, eat and be merry. I'm sure she'll be looking down, saying 'yeah! Thats my family!!"
best wishes,
Ms Smack.
Dear Paigee's Mom and Dad
I'm still here and I know you need to go. It's OK. I've got a new calling in life too. Through Ben D and Nicholas G, I've learned how to make the time to spend a weekly visit at the Stanford Blood Bank. Thanks to the two Angels and Nicholas the Ninja maybe I can help.
Trust your life
Grant
I too am still popping in and sending prayers your family's way, just rarely have anything to say that isn't trite so I go with the 'don't say anything' route. Best wishes in finding the pieces and moving on in life.
Q from Montana
I want you to know that I am still here and checking in to see how you both are doing. Sounds like you both are in a good place. I'll visit when you return from your trip. I am going to see "Nana" this week and Poodah too! I look forward to that visit.
Best to you both - Take Care.
Lots of hugs,
Ms. Tammy
A big ME TOO to all above thoughts. Our love and concern shall always be here... your sister/cousin, jsb
I still stop by too. Almost every day. I have a website for my son, Jason. He had this same cancer and passed away after an 18 month struggle on 8/25/05. You know-we are on the rhabdo list. I just keep posting on Jason's site how I feel, my hurts, my tears, even what makes me cry. I think that it is helping me deal with the grief though I know we will always be sad that he is gone. Sometimes even though we stood in his room and watched him die-saw him breathe his last breath--it is still hard to believe that he is really gone. It hurts. How could this have happened to our healthy son. I loved him.
I think it helps to write your feelings down. Even if it is just with a pencil and paper, or if the feelings are too personal to share so that you just want to type it into a saved document--write down what you are going through. It is therapeutic. Someday when you look back at what you wrote--you can see tiny steps out of the darkness of this grief.
You are in my prayers.
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