Last day of Kindergarten

Takes my breath away ...

03Nov2005
OMG, this will alway bring tears to my eyes. Those silly grins that Paigee always had. She was just a happy little girl, no troubles even in the midst of Cancer. She never expressed how she felt when we told her, "Heaven is a good Place Paigee, there'll be a party when you arrive." How could I think we didn't tell her she was dying. Parenting a dying child is the worst fate possible, I'll never be anxious again that something will happen I can't overcome, if the death of your child can be an obstacle to overcome. I guess I'll really never overcome that loss, "God help me to survive these days !"