I can't get her music out of my head

Paige loved 80's music, Go Go's, Elvis Costelo, Bangles..... When we went to Hawaii I bought an MP3 for her and loaded it up with Maroon 5, and the 80's stuff. I'll be damned if I'm not listening and grabbing for Kleenex. Strange since I like Metal and Rap. I was so ready for her teens, lip piercing, black hair, clove cigarettes, no drugs though I learned the hard way. If it would have been anything like what I put my Mother through, well let's say I made a 180 along the way after ending up in some bad places. God, give me devil girl, just let her live !